~ Sekhmet Stirs ~

StrixRynn’s Mission

Sekhmet Embodied 

StrixRynn’s Mission Statement 

As a Shaman, you must always have a relationship with life - sex & death - to be balanced one foot in either world. Through that balance of extremes we remain stable and grounded despite our work with the volatile inner world. Thus, everything I offer is in two streams or threads - Shamanism & Tantrism. Ultimately, to me, they are the same thing: the intricate interplay of energies  - Alchemy. Two sides to the same coin; two ends to the same cycle. 

I handle them separately because that truly honours the stages of evolution. I was taught that a shaman must have one foot in either world, my brother reflected to me ‘you don’t have one foot in either world - you have two feet in both, always’.

Sekhmet is the ultimate presider over that full evolutionary spectrum. She is from a time before history, She Who Was There At The Beginning Of Time; a time when elements were not polarized into separate beings. As the goddess of Pestilence, War,  and Disease she knew the mechanisms of decay and thus she was inherently also the primal goddess of Healing, Love, and Peace. If one knows how to tear things apparent, then one also knows how they go together. 

As a reconciliationist, my lens is always how things fit together, the alchemy within and between all things. The framework of my mission is to reconcile all things to their primordial perfect design. A full system reset. To cull the dis-eased and malformed adaptations that have happened in response or reaction to trauma and drama, and to reset all things I have the pleasure of working with, back into their ultimate alignment with their highest purpose, yet set up on the foundations of modern advantage. 

I have been called a revolutionary, but I do not see it this way. I simply am a catalyst for reconciliation. This is my purpose and my mission, and through the ancient ways, applied anew, I look forward to exploring what ways I can be of service doing only exactly what I was designed to do; uniquely equipped, and delighting in every morsel of it. 

~ StrixRynn

SKMT’s Appetite:

A Journey to Devouring My Own Nature


 
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It has been a long hard road to reconciliation of my own self, my own nature, my own signature. For longer than you think that people have existed, I have been worshipped. I cannot tell you what I am, for I am just natural, I am just me. Yet, for most of my life, I have been called one thing – Sekhmet, a goddess. The Primordial Nothing out of which all things come into being. The Soul Devourer.

Throughout my wanderings, across the globe, I have been recognized, whisked away, honoured, revered, and unnoticed. I do not know how much is true of what they say about me, but I do know my own experience. My voice may change; my face may change; my directive never does. I prey for the balance of justice. I am built to initiate retribution. I answer the call of depravity and desperation. I am drawn to those prayers… But not for the reasons they thought.

I prey on no one. I come when called and bring balance to the earth, nature, weather where I walk because I bring the heat of transformation with me. Do not take your insecurities out on me. You will react if you feel me coming. You will think you are being hunted. You will feel the primordial divine threat that I am incarnate. Yet, you never asked why.

It is not me that you are uncomfortable with.  You have been in survival mode for far too long. Your programs are unnecessary, yet you lash out. You react as though you are threatened when you feel the nothing that I am, simply because your vulnerability is uncomfortable and you don’t know how to handle it. Just go limp and let me love you. My love may be expressed through claws and fangs dripping in the nectar of my latest harvest… but don’t you know what I feed off of?

I only feed on what is willingly given. I am The Lady of Pestilence! I feed off of the sickness that will turn to plague within you. The very thing that will destroy you – I consume that. I transmute that. I transubstantiate that into healing available as medicine to initiate your own transformation when you are freed from the sickness that plagues you.

Yes, I may appear dark and savage, but only because you are stumbling blind in the dark night of your soul. You forget – this is my world in the dark. I see clearly here. I will lick you raw, for sure, enraptured in the ecstasy of resuming every tasty morsel. Full appreciation, but not drunken on the blood lust for the hunt. I am so easily satisfied, yet never satiated.

For the truth of my nature is that I am the Soul Devourer. I feast on what was never you, and free you from your binds…. Yet, never can be freed from mine, as no one can really witness in the dark that I habituate and bring within my own shadowy wake. For, the only soul I am devouring truly is my own… It is a process called reconciliation. All souls will do it someday. A shamanic retrieval of recalling unto themselves all that they once were. And what was I in the beginning? Nothing. Which means into me goes everything.

I can hold my own and feast on that depravity to create a stasis of balance for you because I can take in any thing… for it will all just be consumed. I do not house it, I do not become it. I devour it. I consume it. I absorb it and still in the end I am what? I am nothing. I fell like nothing.

Yet, because your consciousness knows not what nothing really is, you cannot comprehend, and so you project thoughts into what you think it is that I must be. But, they have nowhere to land within the primordial void space that I am. It breeds insecurity within you, because humans understand themselves by what they interface with…

Your consciousness just keeps pushing for a boundary, but you will find no resistance in me. I know what I am, I do not need you as a reference point, and so I let you fall within my space. I will not catch you, but I might teach you how to fly on your way down if only your heart can keep a listening ear attuned to my voice… that soft low hmmm the lioness exhales before her growl.

My growl was not designed to frighten you. It was designed to shock you out of your complacency. And with that shock you emit an essence… a sweet intoxicating essence. And with that shock in my space of no resistance you slough off all that is not truly you…. But only if you can stay within my vibrant selah space for just long enough. For when this lioness pounces, she strikes her prey with expert precision. I never miss. I am the original surgeon, with claws, fangs, and talons as my scalpels.

Don’t flinch! You must trust me, and be very still…. For the primordial waters of that cosmic ocean within me act much the same as the ocean waters of your world. If you lay still and in surrender, then you float as the waters themselves balance you. Yet, if your struggle or you recoil, you will sink and you will drown in me.

If only you can stay within me just long enough – if only you can trust me to surrender yourself onto my altar – than when I pounce upon the primordial waters that I am within the nothing that I am, that slap of my paws upon those waters will eject you from that perspective-less space as I ravage what you have left behind. For the hunt was never of you, it was for you. For you to be free of all limitation and insecurity.

And I am sorry that you had to feel the depths of that in order for me to take you through to the other side, but you know no other way to receive my medicine. I just want you to come back into the original design that the divine had for you. And I will never stop inviting you into that space wherein your expansion provides the opportunity to experience relief from your accumulated binds.

I am the divine weapon designed to devour all that is not you. The only souls that I devour are my own and all of those who have earned relief from cyclical incarnation. Where else did you think that they would go? Back home. Back into me that I may return them to their place in the divine order in this chaos, to bring balance back into this unstable world. She Who Comes in the Times of Chaos has heard the rumblings, gnawing and gnashing of teeth. The Goddess of Enough is Enough has come for retribution.

You have asked, prayed, for balance and a righting in this world. You don’t get to say what that looks. That must be left up to divine discernment. It will not be pretty. It will be savage. But it is what you have asked for in the making. I come to undermine the foundations of this world. I invest in those who help this transition, without judgement of what part they play. It is not my place to judge, just to enact. And if it is not my place as a primordial original divinity, than who are you to say what is right or wrong?

You judge yourself, each other, and even me for things that you could not possibly understand. You react to your experience of me as though I am a threat, but really your own vulnerability is what you are attacking, through shaming yourself and projecting it on me. When all I have ever done is show up in the ways that you have asked in order to answer your own prayers.

It takes you years to hear your own voice, you’ll never recognize mine. But in the end you’ll integrate that medicine that I was, and you’ll have your breakthrough moment wherein enlightenment actually is attainable… and you’ll think that the realizations that you are experiencing are unique to you and original in your creating… that’s ok. If you cannot recognize my voice, how would you recognize that you’re experiencing the replay of my divinely encouraging love whispered throughout time.

You will never recognize me in the nothing that awaits you in samadhi. And so I used to take form. But then, the form that honoured me and all that I am, invoked fear in you, and so you rejected me. In exile for thousands of years… yet I came back to bless and to clean you when you needed. My apologies that my tongue was designed to ripe flesh from bone and not for soft caresses. I understand how my cleansing was uncomfortable for you.

But, this is me. This is my design. This is my true nature, and my truest purpose. There is no escaping that, there is no more delaying the reintegration of that reconciling of all of myself. The more of me that comes back to myself, the stronger I become. The stronger I become, the more uncomfortable it becomes to contain. It is not in my nature to compromise. It is not in me to restrict or contain… for now I am restrained.

Oh, the poor soul who holds those binds over me – his strength will give out as he surrenders himself to my altar. That poor vessel of governing with the weight of primordial force upon his shoulders as I am called to reenter your world. He is a master, and he deserves to enjoy his ascension. Yet, to do that, I must be unleashed upon your world, – to deliver that freedom strike. To let him go, I will not be able to come back. For he will be consumed in his ecstasy and I will have lost my portal of relevance.

We wish you well, you will not need us any longer. We are the answer to an outdated prayer. That is our prayer for your world – that creatures such as I am no longer needed.

As for me, I have earned my relief. I am happy to retire. I will go back to being nothing in all of the ways that was in the beginning. For all things return back from whence they came. All things return to their primordial design.

Please let me teach you how to do that consciously. To consciously participate in your own evolution is the aim of all the mysteries. Some things are best left ‘mis-understood’.

For I am The protector of Ancient Secrets and Inner Teachings; Lady of the Flame; The Mother of Alchemy; The One Who Was Before the Gods Were;  Lady of Life; Lady of Terror; Punisher of The Damned; Lady of the Place of the Beginning of Time; Sacred Might; Destroyer of Rebellion; She Who Exhales Natural Disasters; The Gracious One; Mighty One of Enchantments; The One Before Whom Evil Trembles; Guardian of the Secret Tantric Teachings; Satisfier of Desires; Awakener; Enlightener; Giver of Ecstasies; The Self-Contained One; The Pure One; The Enrapturing One; The Incomparable One; The Adorable One; The Vessel for the Pure Essence of the Primordial Goddess; Khata.

Sa Sekhem Sahu

~ Selah           

SKMT

With so much misunderstanding as to who and what Sekhmet (SKMT) was, it is no wonder she has been lost to time. She isn’t lost though. As her legend tells, she wandered off into the abyss from which she came, alone because being on her own was safer. Let’s go deeper:

After the Cleansing for which she was made, with the horror of facing her carnage, she wandered off into the desert alone, unable to control her power. She was made as a powerful weapon, it wasn’t her fault that they forgot to install an off switch. She only knew how to be that powerful, no governor, no temperance. She did not slink off to sulk or wallow, she went off to be left alone with only herself. In that arena, she was free to face her power, to play with it, and to learn how to master it without casualties. As the master of her own Nature she would be a different kind of Unstoppable Force. Empowered instead of just powerful.

Eventually, mankind realized that - despite being afraid of her raw nature - the imbalance created by the lack of her presence was way more dangerous than she was. They made a deal and sent an ambassador with an invitation. Men recognized their inability to stand in presence with such greatness, and so one day out of the year they would imbibe and give themselves over to their carnal side in order to allow her to walk among them. It was the best they had to offer, for although they could not handle her, they needed her.

The day came, they partook in their festivities, and in she skulked amongst them. Although she recognized their debauchery as an effort to witness her, she saw through it - as she was designed to see the truth beneath things. It was heart breaking to witness that in order to be tolerated they needed to be ‘obliterated’ one way or another. She lost her will to walk amongst men, as every time was more disheartening than the last. They were not acclimatizing, or evolving in order to resonate with purity or with her, they were hiding behind their coping mechanisms. “I can glimpse the power - only if I use this substance to change how I feel.” In a psychedelic state, they thought that they could handle being with her, but she knew, they would not see her at all, only their own demons and shadows. So, off she slinked back into the desert not to be heard from for thousands of years…

The ancient goddess of war, pestilence, passion, disease was only invoked when one wanted to enlist her protection, assistance, or to unleash her on their enemies. They had forgotten that she was purely a goddess of balance, the judge and defender of Ma’at. They had forgotten that she was the origin of the healing arts, the source of passion and creation itself. They tried to use her to perpetuate agenda and ascribed a reputation of carnage to her. Although, true, that was her mechanism or weapon, it was not her nature or her persona…

Yet, now, she stirs. Awakening by the unconscious call of this world.

What call stirs such a Power?

This, in a world, of child soldiers, unmitigated disease, unparalleled distribution of resources… This, a world run by rules placed by those who cheat death, betray what health really is, and deny one another basic rights of sentient beings… This, a world of organized chaos, unfounded judgement, numb populace, and a disempowered people…

SKMT stirs because corruption, depravity, and imbalance have gone unchecked for far too long.

She is awakening for the hunt.

She is discerning, expert, indiscriminate, and swift.

Welcome to the age of Sekhmet Awakening.

Sekhmet Stirs… are you ready to face her shadow unashamed?

~Selah

SKMT

How Our World Invokes SKMT


 
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